My Miserable Me

My Miserable Me

(One dark side of me)

Love is like an illusion

It offers u a dream that will gone once u wake up

Here I dance my gloomy tango

With ur shadow

My dream shadow

Which is only exist in my dream

Only in my wish

Only in my wildest imagination

N my highest hope

My tears keep falling as my dream torn apart

As the mirror in front of me cracks n the pieces scattered around

Some of them even stab all over me

Make some part of me dying

Something stabbed the heart of my dream

The heart of my dream…

The heart of my dream, my ultimate wish, my highest hope is dying…

N I keep dancing in my gloomy tango alone…

Yes I dance with my dream…

Dancing in the teardrops rain

When no one gonna endure my sorrow

When I have to break my own vow…

Cuz my dream had broken I can’t keep my vow

Cuz I’m awake, n I made the vow while I’m dreaming

That I can’t keep it when I’m awake…

Love that I want to reach is only exist in my dream…

When I’m awake, It’s as far as the smallest star in the sky

Love is an illusion for u to did anything without any reason but love

Strong illusion called love

Strong illusion called love

U never know exactly when it comes

How it could exist

N’ when u learn about it, it always too late

Cuz u have already caught in it’s grip

The cruel thing is it will never let u go

Never let u go…

Until u torn apart

N even after u torn apart

Whenever I tried to find, u never there

Coz u only exist in my dream

The love in my dream

Only in my dream…